Too many things are going through my brain, yet I can not pin point exactly what they are...
Real tired, and somehow my self-esteem is going low again...
You know, sometimes people say " I'm fat and ugly. " when obviously they look normal and not overweight or something...
This is the time I feel like saying I'm ulgy, I suck, I'm fat, knowing that it sounds hypocritical and bitch and vain and irritating and all.
But I would like to stand up for the people that look okay yet say things like that.
They say this because they compare themselves to better people.
They say this because their expectations are higher.
They say this because they like to rant.
They say this because they want to make themselves feel better.
They say this because they are still not happy with what they currently are.
They say this not because they want to put others down.
[ Okay, maybe some people are different la... ]
So hi, I'm Sarah, and I am not satisfied with myself.
I wish I can improve, but I don't know how anymore...
We'll see.
: o ??
Prom 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009 4:52 PM
I don't have energy to edit all 200 odd of the photos, so don't expect everything to be here.
I'll post them on Facebook later though.
Met up with Peishy to head to Marilyn's house to prepare,
Willy and Be came afterwards.
Four of us, Lixing joining later, headed to Meritus by Mrt.
Peishy with her almost new camera. Lumix rocks ):
Five of us entered the place, and I was pretty overwhelmed by how gorgeous everyone looked. Made me immediately hide in the toilet without even greeting anyone yet. Lol.
What are girls without toilet pictures?!
Soon... Moar girls started streaming in . Rofl.
I then felt very insecure because I was the only one not wearing a dress. *_*
Oh ya, clarify something in case some people don't know me well : I'm not a butch okay. LOL. I just don't like wearing dresses. I like guys only! (≧∇≦)
Hehe. Extra.
Me, Yae, Peishy & Willy.
After awhile of camwhore, we headed out to meet the others and book in with our prom tickets.
Moar pictures :
Kai. He looked like a cute little boy that day. HEHEHE.
Zhao Yi, a fellow classmate, looking gorgeous.
Aaron. Classmate. LOL, mafia boss siolz.
Phoebe.
Bob. a.k.a. Joel Lim. He looks adorable as a bouncer. Rofl : " No people below 18 "
With Eden and Joel.
Hilarious shit. Lucas and Joel with orhorh face.
Blur but : Peishy, Karthik, Aaron, Joel, Lucas, Wenzi and I.
Finally. After the long wait, we got to out seats and the buffet dinner started.
Hungry.
It was an international buffet, and thus the appearance doesn't look that good in pictures because they are all mixed together.
The food was not bad at all, haven't had such a heavy dinner for very long.
\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/
Happy hehe.
My favourite smoked salmon and potato salad ( though the salad wasn't that good ).
Yes, I took this pile for myself only. ( > . w . < )"
The emcee then mentioned that everyone should go visit the toilet before the performance items started, so wenz, willy and I went.
We decided to go to the one on the lower levels because the one on the same floor was crowded with girls ._."
Hehe, to our surprise, the toilet below was even better! And really huge.
I loved the mirror. ~( *___* )~
Went back to the dining hall, and the emcee started a round of " Do you know the lyrics " [ short version ].
And guess what the prize for winning was ? ...
Riverside hand towels, how appealing yes? ( -___- )"...
Following after, was a magic performance by a magician, Jeremy Tan.
I mean, the tricks were not bad and all, but we all knew that there's something behind it, so I didn't really think it was that awesome.
I think it's because the taiwan artistes are all learning magic, and I've been seeing it everywhere on variety shows.
It's like anyone can grasp the hold of magic nowadays...
After that was some rounds of quiz, another gameshow I guess.
Riverside hand towels again. * speechless *
[ Sorry, my camera looks bulky and powerful and all, but I couldn't capture very clear pictures as the stage was too far and the lighting was bad..
... or is it just my skills? ]
Here are more after-prom pictures :
The following few are my dearest lower-secondary buddies~
With the ' wedding couple ' :
( We go there machiam like be their wedding guest like that rofl )
Jielin. Looking like a pretty bride that day. (:
With Kok hui, the 'groom'
Kai again. * hugs *
Wei Loke.
Liting.
Me, Liting, Tiffany, Jielin, Kokhui, Weiloke and Kai.
The following are random :
Hui ting. Classmate.
& Jiayee, classmate as well.
Lena and Ada.
With lovely Ju aen. (:
Again Juaen, - steals her from Rollo - *o*
Felicia and Phyllis, classmates. They were so eager to run off, haha.
With Hui ting again, full length because of our outfits.
Really blur, but oh well.
Some last minute shots requested by them as I was leaving with wenz, willy and peishy.
Oh no. I think that's the end! ):
Check my facebook next time for more if you are missing or something...
For now, I need to go to Aloha because it's my brother's, Raymund's, 21st birthday celebration today.
Byebye.
: o ??
...
Just finished resizing and adjusting lighting of prom pictures.
Hard work, much.
I'll be letting my mother use the computer for awhile before posting them up.
Maybe later at night, or tomorrow.
Check back.
~ Rest. ~
Cee Euu. (≧∇≦)
( Oh, I'm not posting them on Facebook yet cause I want them to first appear on my blog, sowwie. Hehe. Will put almost everything up on Facebook after I finish my post. )
: o ??...
I'll post them on Facebook later though.
Met up with Peishy to head to Marilyn's house to prepare,
Willy and Be came afterwards.
Four of us, Lixing joining later, headed to Meritus by Mrt.
Peishy with her almost new camera. Lumix rocks ):
Five of us entered the place, and I was pretty overwhelmed by how gorgeous everyone looked. Made me immediately hide in the toilet without even greeting anyone yet. Lol.
What are girls without toilet pictures?!
Soon... Moar girls started streaming in . Rofl.
I then felt very insecure because I was the only one not wearing a dress. *_*
Oh ya, clarify something in case some people don't know me well : I'm not a butch okay. LOL. I just don't like wearing dresses. I like guys only! (≧∇≦)
Hehe. Extra.
Me, Yae, Peishy & Willy.
After awhile of camwhore, we headed out to meet the others and book in with our prom tickets.
Moar pictures :
Kai. He looked like a cute little boy that day. HEHEHE.
Zhao Yi, a fellow classmate, looking gorgeous.
Aaron. Classmate. LOL, mafia boss siolz.
Phoebe.
Bob. a.k.a. Joel Lim. He looks adorable as a bouncer. Rofl : " No people below 18 "
With Eden and Joel.
Hilarious shit. Lucas and Joel with orhorh face.
Blur but : Peishy, Karthik, Aaron, Joel, Lucas, Wenzi and I.
Finally. After the long wait, we got to out seats and the buffet dinner started.
Hungry.
It was an international buffet, and thus the appearance doesn't look that good in pictures because they are all mixed together.
The food was not bad at all, haven't had such a heavy dinner for very long.
\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/
Happy hehe.
My favourite smoked salmon and potato salad ( though the salad wasn't that good ).
Yes, I took this pile for myself only. ( > . w . < )"
The emcee then mentioned that everyone should go visit the toilet before the performance items started, so wenz, willy and I went.
We decided to go to the one on the lower levels because the one on the same floor was crowded with girls ._."
Hehe, to our surprise, the toilet below was even better! And really huge.
I loved the mirror. ~( *___* )~
Went back to the dining hall, and the emcee started a round of " Do you know the lyrics " [ short version ].
And guess what the prize for winning was ? ...
Riverside hand towels, how appealing yes? ( -___- )"...
Following after, was a magic performance by a magician, Jeremy Tan.
I mean, the tricks were not bad and all, but we all knew that there's something behind it, so I didn't really think it was that awesome.
I think it's because the taiwan artistes are all learning magic, and I've been seeing it everywhere on variety shows.
It's like anyone can grasp the hold of magic nowadays...
After that was some rounds of quiz, another gameshow I guess.
Riverside hand towels again. * speechless *
[ Sorry, my camera looks bulky and powerful and all, but I couldn't capture very clear pictures as the stage was too far and the lighting was bad..
... or is it just my skills? ]
Here are more after-prom pictures :
The following few are my dearest lower-secondary buddies~
With the ' wedding couple ' :
( We go there machiam like be their wedding guest like that rofl )
Jielin. Looking like a pretty bride that day. (:
With Kok hui, the 'groom'
Kai again. * hugs *
Wei Loke.
Liting.
Me, Liting, Tiffany, Jielin, Kokhui, Weiloke and Kai.
The following are random :
Hui ting. Classmate.
& Jiayee, classmate as well.
Lena and Ada.
With lovely Ju aen. (:
Again Juaen, - steals her from Rollo - *o*
Felicia and Phyllis, classmates. They were so eager to run off, haha.
With Hui ting again, full length because of our outfits.
Really blur, but oh well.
Some last minute shots requested by them as I was leaving with wenz, willy and peishy.
Oh no. I think that's the end! ):
Check my facebook next time for more if you are missing or something...
For now, I need to go to Aloha because it's my brother's, Raymund's, 21st birthday celebration today.
Byebye.
: o ??
Prom 2009
4:20 PM
Just finished resizing and adjusting lighting of prom pictures.
Hard work, much.
I'll be letting my mother use the computer for awhile before posting them up.
Maybe later at night, or tomorrow.
Check back.
~ Rest. ~
Cee Euu. (≧∇≦)
( Oh, I'm not posting them on Facebook yet cause I want them to first appear on my blog, sowwie. Hehe. Will put almost everything up on Facebook after I finish my post. )
: o ??
ANTM
1:38 AM
No ! I can't believe Celia is out!
( Ya, I know I'm a day late. Watched taped one, because I missed yesterday's episode as I went to Prom night. )
I really really admire her and I was wishing she would win the whole thing since she was first forced to cut her uber cool short hair. ):
She has the best sense of fashion too, look at her enter the judging panel every week with her gorgeous clothes, ( I especially liked her suit ! )
Celia's very unique and stands out well as an individual too.
She's like 25 though, pretty old for being a model, but I love her for being so matured in thinking. Pawn the other kiddos.
Celia also reminds me of Mckey ( above ) from the previous season, though I personally feel that Mckey is the prettiest girl in the world world. Yes. I am dead serious!
She's awesome, I'm so obsessed over her face.
Google more of her photographs if you don't believe me.
Anyway, now I'll be rooting for Allison, because I'm racist and I don't like blacks.
Kidding la.
It's just I think the other two's personality really suck, and Allison, on the other hand, is so cute and innocent. ( Matches her eyes :x )
: o ??...
Still behind the curtains.
Warning :
Duh, the other pictures taken with people don't look as nice ._."
Don't expect much.. harhar.
: o ??
...
( Ya, I know I'm a day late. Watched taped one, because I missed yesterday's episode as I went to Prom night. )
I really really admire her and I was wishing she would win the whole thing since she was first forced to cut her uber cool short hair. ):
She has the best sense of fashion too, look at her enter the judging panel every week with her gorgeous clothes, ( I especially liked her suit ! )
Celia's very unique and stands out well as an individual too.
She's like 25 though, pretty old for being a model, but I love her for being so matured in thinking. Pawn the other kiddos.
Celia also reminds me of Mckey ( above ) from the previous season, though I personally feel that Mckey is the prettiest girl in the world world. Yes. I am dead serious!
She's awesome, I'm so obsessed over her face.
Google more of her photographs if you don't believe me.
Anyway, now I'll be rooting for Allison, because I'm racist and I don't like blacks.
Kidding la.
It's just I think the other two's personality really suck, and Allison, on the other hand, is so cute and innocent. ( Matches her eyes :x )
: o ??
The making of...
Friday, November 20, 2009 4:28 AM
Still behind the curtains.
Warning :
Duh, the other pictures taken with people don't look as nice ._."
Don't expect much.. harhar.
: o ??
Town and vivian's new camera.
Thursday, November 19, 2009 12:05 PM
I freaking enjoy being vivian's new camera's test subject.
HARHARHARHARHAR! (≧∇≦)''
Making this post short and sweet, with lotsa photos, cause I need to get to Marilyn's house in an hour's time..
Okay, so vivian, toh and I went town that day for prom shopping.
Ion and Far East.
Three of us walked ION and headed to Far East ;
Had Carl's Jr for lunch-dinner while waiting for Jowell and Wenz to come.
Carl's Jr was awesome fast food!
It was the first time I ate there , and damn, it was good ~ (≧∇≦)''
I won the bet that well and wenz would reach at 4.45pm. Hooray~
& so we headed into Far East to search for a blazer. I bought this band-uniform looking blazer, you'll see it when the photos for prom come in.
Anyway, after awhile of shopping, we settled at Han's for a break.
I think I was saying " I must act cool " when this shot was snapped.
Phail. right.
( What you looking at huh, well! )
Okay, I feel bad for loading Vivian's cam with my face -_-"
Haha.
Need to go. Bye.
( Not feeling too well now, I have the sneezing illness again... )
: o ??
...
Vivian and I tried on these bomber jackets on Sunday at Uniqlo.
I weally like the bwown one! It's like $49.90, any one up for it for my birthday?! It's on December 8.
LOL just kidding. (≧∇≦)''
Today, I just got informed I have training for work on the following Monday. Perfect timing ~ ._.''
I've mentioned that I've been continuously going out every day since the end of 'O' Levels, and now look at my schedule, not very lax at all!
Thursday : Riverside Prom Night 2009. Out at 12pm for mz's house to prepare.
Friday : Church leadership course, entire day.
Saturday : Church leadership course from morning to afternoon. Raymund's birthday chalet that starts at 6pm.
Sunday : Hopefully I find someone to go with me to AFA09 to take photographs. ):
HOWHOWHOW IDK WHO TO GO WITH ME LEI. ANYONE INTERESTED.
OMGOMGOMGOMG IDK WANT GO ANOT. HOWHOWHOWHOW. T______T"
Monday : Training from 12pm - 5pm.
The following days, are probably filled with more training... or some days to slack (≧∇≦)
December 1-4 : Church Camp.
December 5 : Work starts. Whoo... fun...... -_-"
Let's hope I won't be working on my birthday. ):
boohoo.
Post script : I hope Prom will be fun. Sigh I hate the word ' prom ', it makes things sound so lame, like some sort of American high school event.
Cheers to an "awesome" life ahead...
: o ??
...
♥♥♥
Because originality inspires abnormality.
& difference is often confused with weird.
HARHARHARHARHAR! (≧∇≦)''
Making this post short and sweet, with lotsa photos, cause I need to get to Marilyn's house in an hour's time..
Okay, so vivian, toh and I went town that day for prom shopping.
Ion and Far East.
Three of us walked ION and headed to Far East ;
Had Carl's Jr for lunch-dinner while waiting for Jowell and Wenz to come.
Carl's Jr was awesome fast food!
It was the first time I ate there , and damn, it was good ~ (≧∇≦)''
I won the bet that well and wenz would reach at 4.45pm. Hooray~
& so we headed into Far East to search for a blazer. I bought this band-uniform looking blazer, you'll see it when the photos for prom come in.
Anyway, after awhile of shopping, we settled at Han's for a break.
I think I was saying " I must act cool " when this shot was snapped.
Phail. right.
( What you looking at huh, well! )
Okay, I feel bad for loading Vivian's cam with my face -_-"
Haha.
Need to go. Bye.
( Not feeling too well now, I have the sneezing illness again... )
: o ??
life... as it is.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 6:04 PM
Vivian and I tried on these bomber jackets on Sunday at Uniqlo.
I weally like the bwown one! It's like $49.90, any one up for it for my birthday?! It's on December 8.
LOL just kidding. (≧∇≦)''
Today, I just got informed I have training for work on the following Monday. Perfect timing ~ ._.''
I've mentioned that I've been continuously going out every day since the end of 'O' Levels, and now look at my schedule, not very lax at all!
Thursday : Riverside Prom Night 2009. Out at 12pm for mz's house to prepare.
Friday : Church leadership course, entire day.
Saturday : Church leadership course from morning to afternoon. Raymund's birthday chalet that starts at 6pm.
Sunday : Hopefully I find someone to go with me to AFA09 to take photographs. ):
HOWHOWHOW IDK WHO TO GO WITH ME LEI. ANYONE INTERESTED.
OMGOMGOMGOMG IDK WANT GO ANOT. HOWHOWHOWHOW. T______T"
Monday : Training from 12pm - 5pm.
The following days, are probably filled with more training... or some days to slack (≧∇≦)
December 1-4 : Church Camp.
December 5 : Work starts. Whoo... fun...... -_-"
Let's hope I won't be working on my birthday. ):
boohoo.
Post script : I hope Prom will be fun. Sigh I hate the word ' prom ', it makes things sound so lame, like some sort of American high school event.
Cheers to an "awesome" life ahead...
: o ??
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& difference is often confused with weird.
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